1.26.2011

What now? part 1.


She sighed as she bent down, slowly dragging her fingers through the sand, thoughts moving sluggishly - aftereffects of the drugs - she assumed. Standing slowly, she released the sand that had accumulated in her fingers, watching it drift slowly away in the slight breeze. Stretching out her sore muscles she looked upward at the omnipresent sun, moving slowly toward the horizon. Sighing again, she moved forward, hitching her backpack higher on her shoulders. All she could remember, was a woman bending over her, dim lighting in the background, and some muffled voices. Hazy as it was, she remembered one thing clearly: the words arise my daughter, and, for the first time in your life, truly live.
            Moving slowly over a sand dune, she gazed at what could very possibly be a town. Adobe houses little round roofs arching slightly above the wall that surrounded the city proper. Too tired to think more, she moved towards the gate, probably 200 yards away. Upon entering, she noticed a couple very odd things about the city itself. First, there was hardly anybody there, for a city it’s size. There were a few people moving about furtively, but not that many. Second, there was a large castle in the distance, a stark difference from the clay huts that surrounded it, and made up the rest of the city.
            Forgetting that temporarily, she noticed what looked to be a well up ahead, and with it, her parched throat started nagging at her. Moving forward, she noticed a figure leaning against the supports that held the roof over the well, figuring he may be in charge of the water, she motioned towards the well, and sent him a questioning look, to indicate that she would like some. Looking up at her, he stayed silent for a second. Cocked his head to the side for a little, and then spoke.
            Be gone, foreigner. Little rabbits do not belong here. Dipping his fingers into a small puddle on the well ledge, he lazily flicked a few drops onto her face. Flinching instinctively, she thought about what to do. What could he do, she wondered, if I just got myself some water? Pondering this for a second more, she moved towards the well apprehensively at first, then with more confidence. Abruptly, she ran into the man’s arm, which had been outstretched to block her path, but he himself had not moved. Meeting her eyes, he locked her gaze for a while, while she looked back at him, defying him to continue stopping her. 
            Briefly, a smile flickered at the corner of his lips, and then was gone. Nodding slightly, he dropped his arm, and proceeded to watch in silence as she cranked the bucket up to the top, full of pristine water. She pulled out a water bottle and filled it up, put it in the backpack, then filled up a second one. Letting the bucket drop back into the well, she looked up noticing that the man was still there. He didn’t look at her again, didn’t even acknowledge her presence. Just stood there, impassive, looking straight ahead. Looking up, she saw a place that looked vaguely like a hostel, and slowly started making her way there.
            That night she dreamed. She dreamed a very familiar dream, a woman was leaning over her, whispering in her ear. All the shaped were fuzzy and dull, as if she were drugged. The woman whispered those same words into her ear: Arise my daughter, and for the first time in your life, truly live. The woman pressed her hand, cool to the touch, to her forehead, and everything went dark.
She had very little recollection of her childhood, some fuzzy images involving a happy family, a little girl running around screaming because of cold water coming from a sprinkler, a birthday cake, a Christmas tree, an argument, rain, a storm, gunfire, and then a sense of hopelessness that overrode all else. Sitting up on the mat she was using for a sleeping pad, she reached under the scarf she was using as a dust mask, and rubbed the thick scar that stretched around the front half of her neck. Thinking about those things had made it itch. She was sure where it had come from, but she also wasn’t sure she wanted to know. Her gut feeling was to leave it well enough alone, and she always trusted her gut. 




This is a short story I wrote for one of my classes, but it's too long for one post. I'll post the others soon. :)

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